i know its yesterday's (more like sunda night's) news, but im am so estatic that blink is back. saturday i was researching it looking for evidence, maybe it could be possible &&&sunday i was crying because what if's and boyfriend / best friend dramma and sunday night. 9:05-ish? my almost four years of pleading are over.

blink 182 reunites.
&&&im in tears as i watch this.


&&&im in total tears again. last night i went online and i bought the new hoodie (for myself) & white logo shirt (for my boyfriend, also hxc blink fan)

&&&today i was running all over the place telling people. "guess what?! guess what?!" :D
can't wait for the cds and tour.

I actually have a lot more to say bout this, but i gotta get to work:)

Shit, I don't know what to do!!!!!

because im really bored -.-

Well, this is just gonna be a, 'I'm gonna let my thoughts out on this' journal entry, since this thing is kinda like a diary....i guess?
okie dokie. well, one big feeling i have is relief. I went to this jesus retreat and they said, "Call the people you have unfinished buissness with." they were like, 'YOU HAVE TO!' kinda. So , I called my madre, cause we got shit piled on shit. &&&then i called my ex bfff (almost bf) marvin. (well i didn't really call him, i told his close friend to tell him im sorry and i want everything to be cool between us, you know what im saying, cause marvin and i would be like, 'uhhhhhhhh' on the phone together like that after not talking to eachother for two years.)
Yeah, and he was all, 'yeah things are cool' and i was like, 'YAY!' and i was (secretly) like, 'Bff's again? yeah?' And he was (secretly) like, 'No:)'

Annnnyyyyyywaaaaayyyyyssssss........then another feeling i have is left-outed-ness. But only a little bit. just like, a tiny bit, because of peoples and situations at my school. Drama is such bullshit. I just wanna punch 'whatzhername' in the face for starting all this shit. But it's all good in the hood. Im a way, I'm glad she started it, cause now, well, i don't have to eveer talk to her again:DDD
Yay for dramma!
(but not really)
Damn, for my birthday, I want a video camera, so i could do random videos like that one guy from livelavalive. &&&maybe ill give into my boyfriends wishes and let him tape us having sex.....no jaykay! I'm a virgin;)

okie dokie, well let me wrap this up. I'm tired and even though it's only 5:44(pm) i gotta get ready. Like, you know, take a shower. Study, do homework and all that jazz. Tomorrow. I wake up at 7am so i can take the practice CAHSEE with my friend Matt. (be aware, I'm only doing this for extra credit point) Then after, I guess I'll get strawberry milk at the liquir store.

okay. imma get off, cause this is stoo many words. bye bye.

....sometimes I don't know. When someone asks me how I feel, I sometimes don't really know what to say to them...so I say I don't know. When someone asks if I'm okay, i say I don't know...because at the time, my emotions may be all jummbled up...so i really don't have an answer for them yet. When people ask why i said or did something...I sometimes say, "I don't know" because I prolly just did or said whatever because i felt like it.
So....i don't knoew if it's just me with my spaced-out-ness or if anyone else feel like this, or whatever...

right now I feel like...i don't know. I don't know if my boyfriend and I should take a break or not because I don't know how eithor of us will take it...I don't know if we'll be apart for long or for a short time....i don't know what to say when he asks if I'm okay, I don't know if I'll be okay, i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know if my friends will be my friends till i graduate, or even till my junour year. I don't know if I'll change. Personality-wise and Physically-wise.
 I deffinetley don't know about what will happen, how I'll feel, or anything.

I made icons, out of boredom. This is my first time so be nice:)







 

I don't know why, but I have an unconditional love for 3OH!3.